mnhan

This is me..
I realized one thing recently...
That is, I am a boring man...　What a boring thoughts of a boring man?
Seriously, a man who awares how boring he is is really a tragedy..
And, this man is now even writing an article for that sentimental feeling
Yes... I am a boring man... deeply in my heart... I know that..
I somehow became a man where 5*5ft square in front of the computer is his comfortzone
a man who feels satisfied speaking low-level language...
a ghost walking helplessly around in the apt after "unpluging" itself from the computer
Passion of life now is just a composition of 0 and 1
Where is my blood, my fresh, and my spirit?
I shall say No to this kind of life...
not to quit from computer;That is, indeed, where I achieved my goal, my love and my passion is...
but to learn to embrace other things happening around me
Taht is to say, not to see working as my whole life but part of my life.
Easy answer..isn't it? But took a boring man 26 years to figure out..
And.. it is just a start.

意識到自我的無趣　　這是個怎樣無趣的人的無趣想法
嚴格來說 有這樣的意識 還真算上是一場悲劇
而這意識之主 還正寫下這樣多愁善感且無趣的一篇文章
是的.. 我是無趣的 在我滑稽的表情下.. 內心的我 是知道的
不知怎麼的 我好似成為一個 在電腦前面 感到自在的人
一個得意於能夠遊走低階語言的人類
一個離開電腦 便無助地晃蕩在公寓的鬼魂
人生的熱情 如今 僅僅是 0 與 1 的排列
我的 熱血, 感情 與 精神 還一息尚存嗎?
我應當 向這樣的人生說 不
並非脫離電腦, 事實上 電腦是我的達成夢想的場域
而是 去學習 擁抱 身旁發生的事
意即 將人生視為一個整體 將電腦前的時光視為我人生的一部分
如此簡單的結論 不是嗎? 卻要花了26年 才讓一個無趣的人理解
但... 這一切 只是個開始!